Do not know where to begin....I guess just to be honest with my self and with others...not that I lie...but my blog from now on will be what I am bothered by...what is making me happy....sad....laugh. This is my blog...I am who I am...and you know what...I kinda like me.
One of the reasons I quit blogging was because I am a very sensitive person...I get my feelings hurt when I blog and no one comments...I guess I am ok with that now...I am doing this for me...and I sometimes don't comment either.
I am 50 now...and I am not the woman I once was. I am 2 of me...overweight I mean....and I have several things wrong with me now. I have a herniated disc in my neck...and I have several bulge disc...and I have severe degenerative disc disease. Other words...I pretty much hurt all the time....they say surgery is out of the question...but I am getting a 2nd opinion. Altho I did not choose this disease...lucky me...it choose me....and I hate not being able to do what people(s) expect me to do...I promise I try. Don't misunderstand me...my husband is behind me 125%...so now my job is in jeopardy...don't know how I will keep my insurance...I carry it for me and Boyce....I make 1/2 of our income....and I do not know how much longer Boyce will be able to keep working...so...I am an emotional wreck and sure can use the prayer of my friends...
